Scattered

I'm having a hard time figuring out what to write. There's so much I want to say, yet I'm sitting here drawing a blank. So many thoughts, so many emotions coursing through. One of the dominant emotions I'm feeling is almost a brokeness..if that's even an emotion. God is doing so much in my life right now that causes me to stand in awe of Him, the closeness that is being formed is priceless.. I'm learning to trust Him to an extent that I never have before. It's really hard. Along with this, comes opportunities to trust. I have so many people speaking into my life, giving me advice, that seems like the easy, obvious answer. I shouldn't say easy, it's not easy. But it seems like the logical decision that needs to be made. However, most things the Lord asks us to do are illogical. Am I making sense? I feel like everything is just scattered. I guess what I'm getting at is, I'm learning to trust God in such a deep way, that His voice is the only one I crave. Regardless of the many voices around me telling me what to do, His is the only one that matters. The decisions and choices that are being presented to me are so big, that I'm not willing to trust anyone else except the Lord, decisions that can potentially effect many around me..
I don't have much else to really express. Writing relaxes me, helps me wring out tension. So maybe that's the purpose of this post. To remind myself why I started trusting Jesus in the first place...because He's dependable, and is the only one that can give peace. Let Him govern my every move, that His word would be planted deep within my, it's the lamp to my feet and a light to the path that seems unclear at times..but He has gone before me, His right hand upholds me, and He's behind me, all around me..I will not be afraid, but cling to the truth that His strength is made perfect in my brokeness.
That's all.